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Till the day we realize, we are just a fool; a person who acts unwisely or imprudently; a silly person, and lost; denoting something that has been taken away or cannot be recovered. We are just too late. Too late to save ourselves.
Yeah, I am a fool in love, to let him took my heart roughly; hate it but never give it back.I am lost in this world. Prudentially, I was the one who is guilty. Because he never liked me, nobody likes me. Till the day I kiss the death, everybody still gonna hate me.
You said I was lying because I said that nobody loves me. No, I know myself. I am a person. A bad person. I have no good looks, no good heart, no good body, no good brain. You say I was being ungrateful, I didn't meant to. I just telling you the truth. The ugly truth.
You said I was a pathetic. Because I keep bothering you. Couldn't you see, that I am needing? Begging for so much more, than you could ever give. I was bullied, I was shackled, I was stressed, I was forced. And that's the definition of lost. Nobody ever tried to help me. But they still condemn me for releasing tensions.
Sleep? yeah. That's the worst that I can do. Cut? I shouldn't have to. Because my hurted heart hurts more than that cut. So just let me hypnotize; ran far away from the world. You have no rights to stop me.
Special people? They just want me to be successful. To be a doctor, an engineer and whatever. But do they know, I am sufferin, from mental pain. Who could bear being bullied at the age of 6, who could bear being force for 5A's, who could bear being unloved. Who could?! I have gone through it all. So, when I stand on top, I just need to remember, this is all because the help from me and God.
Tell me, who loves me. Because I know I am hated by all. She loves seeing me dropped out of your love zone, she loves it when I fail. She loves it with all of heart's content, seeing you hating me. Uh, I'm suffocated. Can take it no more,
"Hey can you just leave? I am pissed off with you. Don't be so 'la-di-da-di' please?"
Are you offended with that? No? Press ctrl + w please hehehe. Okay back to the story, it hurts right? Yeah of course we enjoy it if we're the one who say it. But don't forget, there are many people in this world. You says that you want our world to be in peace, but why you're the one who started the war? Hahaha we're not a paranoia to be happy when we're the one who have been offended.
"It's okay, I don't mind. Let's just forgive and forget". Okay I don't blame this concept because I followed it too but we MUST be disappointed even just for a blink of an eye. The one who say it must be very happy because they managed to make the one they hate to be offended right? But they just never thought that other people can do the same to them.
So lets cooperate to be nice to each other, no matter what status you are; billionare, beggar or what so ever. As a human, we all have feelings, remember to take care of theirs and I'm very very sure that they will vice versa as well.
Hahaha so what is this story about? Yeah I've just taught you to be a person who respects others. And yeah this entry is in English because respect is a worldwide thing. Malaysians respect Americans, Christians respect Muslims, the white ones respect the black ones. It's just something that many people have forgotten. No matter atheist, muslims, christians, buddhists or Americans, Africans, Australians, French, Arabic and many more, WE ARE HUMANS, and we should RESPECT EACH OTHER in order to have the world in peace. You know, respect means alot to people..
"the only way not to be heartbroken is by simply didn't have one" unagreed with this quote. We should make the first step in order to be successful.
Dajia hao, wo shi Aisyah :) Jintian, wo xiang xie yige xin de boke wenzhang hehehe first of all, pengakap. So Lencana Maju ada buat buku log Ahli Berkhemah, well utk ahli berkhemah, adalah beberapa ujian dia. Yg first kena berkhemah 12 malam. Walamak aku baru je dua malam hahaha lagi 10 hari tu nak cari kat mane. So kitorg pun bz ah belajar sikit semalam. Kitorg lukis khemah belajar tempat tandas pastu tempat buang sampah ((teori jela)) tapi kan best lah. Pastu dah habis semua istiadat apa apa apa pastu kak Hanim (kakak Ain) ajak ah kitaorg masuk kawad kaki daerah. Banyak advantages dia sebenarnya. Boleh kurus, kalau menang dapat sijil hehehe kumpul banyak2 sikit. Pastu perjumpaan hari koko macam biasa tu tulis jelah nama dalam list kawad kaki daerah perempuan. Mula-mula aku ajak member dorang taknak. Hak eleh sebab boss sorang taknak semua taknak. Dah cadang dah nak masuk sorang je tapi bila bos besar nak masuk semua nak masuk. Takpelah, tak marah pun. Tapi aku takutlah sebab aku bukannya power macam kakak senior lain kan. Harap-haraplah aku dapat ingat semula apa yg aku belajar dulu and mintak otak aku ni dapat serap ah ilmu tambahan lain secepat mungkin hehehe, kakak senior jangan marah-marah eh kalau salah sikit, hahaha! Takpelah marah je, nanti lembik tak semangat, kalah pulak kang kawad tu. Nauzubillah janganlah aku penyebabnya ( kalau ah ). Tapi harap sangat aku ni ada prestasi yang baik kan :) And most of all, goodluck to Kak Hanim and all other candidates PR supaya lulus ujian sikap!
Sekarang nak cerita pasal MUSE. Wahaha sebenarnya minat dari tahun lepas tapi biasalah api K-POP lagi kuat kan.. jadi tak power sangat ah. Tapi semenjak abang gua yang keempat ni balik sini, ya Allah malam-malam strumming guitar pergh orang nak tidur pun tak senang. Jap jap lagu tu lagu ni. Paling banyak tu Muse lah. Tapi A7X pun ada jugak hahaha sekarang layan tu layan lah tapi tak sangat dah. Since aku suka dengar lagu Muse ni, abang ku yg kononnya sifu ((hak eleh sifu lah sgt)) tanya banyak ah pasal lagu Muse so banyak aku tak tau lah kan pastu boleh pulak dia cakap aku ni poser je?! Weh aku baru nak start balik ha yelah pantang kalah nak menang je kerjanya. Hahaha tapi sekarang fav lagu Muse tu Explorers, Supremacy, Knights Of Cydonia, Showbiz, Muscle Museum, Starlight, Unintended dengan Supermassive Black Hole lah. Banyak dah kan? Abang aku ni banyak songeh lah kan bukan aku eh hahaha.
SOMBONG VS MALU? Apa jadah? Hahaha kalau korang baca mesti korang pelik kan. Takdelah, sekarang ni nak tanya, kalau korang terserempak dgn aku kan, contohlahh... korang senyum tak? Kalau nak lagi drastik tegurlah hai hehehehe laki tak payahlah. Mestilah kan, orang yang action lebih je usha macam nak makan ni. Korang tau tak first impression tu apa? Ha senang ceritalah tanggapan pertama ; apa yang muncul dalam minda kita bila kita tengok orang tu. Kita mestilah nak orang first2 tengok kita ni baik kan walaupun kita takdelah baik mana (( huyoo mengaku )) kan? Lainlah kalau korang ni jujur + tak jaga perasaan orang. At least senyum lah sikit. Ni dahlah taknak senyum, jeling lagi tu. Apa benda ni? Okaylah aku igt kau ni pemalu tahap kuasa tiga jelah okay? Nak kata sombong pulak aku dapat saham fitnah kau. Kalau betul pun kiranya mengumpat. Free-free je dapat. Tak, saya cuma nak tegur je, bagi kebaikan awak jugak. Awak tahu tak, orang beri baik tu balaslah baik. Ni kalau orang bagi baik balas jahat tu zalim namanya. Faham? Dan yang paling bagus, orang bagi jahat balas baik. Atau nama mudah, sabar #notetoself. Amende sekalipun balaslah dgn baik.
{Orang semua selalu cakap kan, "Don't worry, be happy;" Memanglah don't worry be happy, kalau macamtu your lovedones mati pun don't worry be happy lah? Not saying that this quote is merepek but somehow, everything NEED to be worried. Anak dah makan ke belum, kerja sekolah dah siap ke, tapi bila aku kata EVERYTHING tak semestinya EVERYTIME. Semua benda kena risau tapi bukan setiap masa. Sebab risau ni dia bunuh ketenangan, jadi bila kau jumpa leisure time tu lupakanlah dunia sekejap, baca Al-Quran bagi yang Islam dan yang bukan tu bolehlah bertafakur mengikut agama masing-masing. Nak ringankan masalah pun, kembalilah kepada akarnya, iaitu Allah. Jadi, renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal cewahh hahaha macam Dr. Fadzilah Kamsah!}
Dah habis dah iklan, sekarang ni tiba-tiba tergempar, semalam 8 Mac 2014. Pesawat MH370 hilang dekat Laut Cina Selatan. MasyaAllah, kesiannya ahli keluarga dan sanak saudara mereka :/ Dalam pesawat tu ada dua bayi, dan yang paling ramai sekali ialah yang berwarganegara China. Buat yang mengutuk dan mempersendakan pasal benda ni, bayangkan ahli keluarga awak adalah penumpang MH370 tu. Kita yang tak ada kaitan ni pun berasa sebak bila mendengar berita ni. Semalam aisyah tanyalah Mama "Mama, kalau Aisyah dalam flight tu macammana?" Mama just jawab "Mama buat solat hajatlah apa lagi dah tak boleh buat apa dah" Huh, mak cakap macamtu je? Menangis pun tak ;-; Tapi sekarang ni banyak spekulasi pasal MH370. Tapi didapati bahawa ada dua passport palsu. Sebab dikatakan penumpang Itali dan Austria tak naik? Aik? Kawalan ketat sangat dekat KLIA tu macammana boleh lepas? Sekarang ni banyak kemungkinan, kalau disebabkan external problems dekat flight tu aku boleh terima, tapi kalau ada agenda macammana? Sebab 7/3 ada sesuatu yang menggemparkan Malaysia juga, malas nak sebut. Dan sidang media pukul 1 tadi katanya kemungkinan besar MH370 berpatah balik ke KLIA. Sejauh mana kebenaran itu? Ada seorang wartawan inggeris pergi tanya lagi yakin atau pun tak dgn kemungkinan tersebut tapi tak sempat jawab dan sidang media seterusnya pukul 3. Tapi aku tak tengok. Dan yang paling aku terkejut, dia boleh hilang sekelip mata dari radar, dan setengah jam sebelum hilang, dikatakan co-pilot MH370 ada berhubung dengan co-pilotflight lain tapi memang terputus dan ada jugak statik. Jadi apa masalahnya? Dan sekarang satu dunia sekali lagi risau akan Malaysia. Dan pada tahun 2013, kejadian yang menggemparkan satu Malaysia pun berlaku pada bulan Mac. Coincidence? Hmm entah. Berdoalah banyak-banyak supaya diketemukan MH370. Dalam banyak-banyak yang sedih, adalah satu perempuan Kristian menyalahkan Islam. Katanya melalui Twitter :
"@QueenNigger : Muslims always have to ruin EVERYTHING! First 9/11 now this? Allah will punish you all! #MalaysiaAirlines #MH370 #PrayForMH370"
Nauzubillah, semoga Allah memberi hidayah kepadanya. Jangan contohi dia ye kawan-kawan. Dan ingat, kalau sesuatu berlaku, jangan salahkan agama lain walau agama mana sekalipun, itu bukan cara Islam. Faham? Dan satu lagi pandangan aku, kalau diikutkan pada kuasa Allah, Allah boleh saja sorokkan MH370 @ menutup hijab kitalah daripada MH370. Hanya Allah yang tahu. Tapi jika MH370 ni merupakan penerbangan terakhir Boeing 777-200 ni, all condolences from the bottom of my heart to the family of the MH370 flight victims and Al-Fatihah to the muslims' victims :(
Dah panjang sangat menulisnyaaaa esok sekolah hehe bye. Jazakallah on the next post! :)
